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刚刚朋友send了一则故事给我, 很感动哦... 所以就放上来给大家分享吧...

今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。 　　
：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载我回家好不好？ 　　
：好，等我五分钟。 　　
：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶。

：我总要打扮一下啊。 　　
：好啦，快一点喔。

　

下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，

我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。 　

五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，

该不会出了什么事吧？呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。 　

　 　　
：怎么这么慢？ 　　
他一副无所谓的样子说：没啊，看个电视。 　

什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？

我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。 　　

：对不起。 　　

是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，

所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，

我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。 　　

　　
他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，

有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，

但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，

他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。 　　

　　
认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，

对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。

在他说第59次对不起时，

我流着泪，低下头说：你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，

就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。

他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。 　　

　　
虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，

我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。 　　
：你最近怎么了？ 　　
：没有啊。 　　
：那你为什么心情不好？ 　　
：没有啊。 　　
：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？

你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？ 　　
：...对不起。 　　
：我不要听你说对不起。 　　

　　
我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，

也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。 　　
从那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，

有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，

但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，

但是他为什么都不说话？

一个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，

我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。

　　
：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？ 　　
：他休学了。 　　
：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？ 　　
：他已经一个月没来了。 　　
：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？

　　
我跌跌撞撞的回到家..

拨他的手机：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。

我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？

他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。

他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，

正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，

是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。 　　

　　
：喂，你还在干嘛啊？ 　　
：什么？ 　　

：ㄚ伟在医院啦。 　　
：真的？他怎么了？ 　　

：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。 　　
：我马上去。 　　

　　
我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，

在医院看到了他****和妈妈，

我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。 　　

　　
他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。 　　
：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？ 　　

　　
他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。 　　
：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？

　　
他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角 　　
：...对不起...。说完，他闭上了眼睛。 　　
：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，

我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。 　　

　　
我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着

：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？

我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，

你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。

　　
这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，

我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。 　　
他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，

但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。 　　

　　
他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，

还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。 　　

　　
过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，

每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。 　　
第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，

但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，

但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？

第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 　　
第三次对不起，老婆，我... 　　
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第一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，

只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，为你带上戒指，

你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩，

原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，

答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye 梦伟 　　

　　
我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，

最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他

变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第一百张照片。 　　

　　
在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候，我没有陪着他。 　　
对不起。 　　
我抱着他的照片，泪流不止！！

愿天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...

preSeNT??

while searching articles for my assign, sumthing came across my mind and that lead me to write this blog.. i wonder wat is d best gift to get for my 21st bday.. i wonder wat do i need?? actually i hav wat i wan n suddenly i thought it will b nice if i hav my own personal laptop n this will convenient me. if not,everytime when i need 2 transfer my pic frm camera or even burn sum cd, i need 2 ask my bro to help me.. n sumtimes i dun like to disturb him.. haiz.. but is too costly for me to get a laptop.. anyway,will tink bout it.. when time comes, see whether my "dream" will come true..

h@ppy ?? or disAppointeD??

b4 d shw start

1st dance

2nd dance n i like dis dance d most..

3rd dance

let's party-corazon de melao
(i like d atmosphere,feel like we r having a live concert)

stephanie n i

welcome our most handsome TVB singer--- RAYMOND LAM

he's so so cuteeeeeeeee

ooo.. (y he looks like tat??/)

it has been more than a year i did not update my blog.. however,after ytd performance, i thought of writing my blog... but ytd reach home at almost 1am... so decide to update my blog d nex day..

k,wat i wan 2 write?first,i was happy tat DK dancers can back up Raymond Lam,however lots of thing happen that make us so frustrated.. Firstly, d management really s&#^$#%^.. feel like telling them they are really not professional at all.. they shud study management first.. fri say rhs frm 1-5pm.. end up we manage to rhs at almost 3pm.. tat's FINE.. tell us tat we might rhs wit Raymond Lam,end up.. he din come.. FINE.. after we run thru our spacing,announce tat will see us 2mr.. n worst is we just run thru d spacing just once.. n we r still blur.. we do not wan 2 ruin d shw as it is a big shw.. so we try to wait till 5pm see whether will we hav d chance to run thru again.. end up,NO..

On Sat(d shw day), we reach there around almost 12noon.. then we start to arrange our costumes.. at first thought was 4pm start,end up,5pm.. is OK.. den after we start our first number,we have no time to rest.. keep on dancing..if not,they just ask us to standby..after 10 minutes,say standby again.. another 10 minutes, say d same ting again.. d time tat we've wasted we can take pic.. they r just wasting our time.. this goes on until our last number at around 9.20pm(i tink so.. as time flies n we did not notice wat's d time).. is Raymond's turn.. d first dance i did not join n tat makes me so sad..coz my fren accidentally touched him.. arghh................ n he passed by my fren as well..i was so excited.. haha... but d nex minute i'm really disappointed.. we thought tat after he sang one song only is our turn to dance.. end up, he continued..n we were like so blur..coz is our turn to go up n we did not noe bout tat.. stupid management again.. while i was dancing d whole song,i did not manage to see his face.. haiz..

after finish,we wan 2 take pic wit him,n those stupid ppl say cannot.. den my fren n i waited for him at d parking bay.. we wan him to sign our albums, n those person say no again.. but able to say hi to him n he smile to us.. but d car window was too dark..cant see his face clearly but can see his action.. tat's enuff.. cant expect more than tat.. after his car left,my fren n i were so disappointed.. i just feel so frustrated..

as i;m not able to get his signature on Sat, thought of trying to get on SUnday as he n Linda Chung has function at 1 Utama.. so just thought of trying my luck.. end up, i dun hav luck..there were so many ppl.. but manage to stand right beside of his car n say hi when he left d venue.. i wonder if i dun crazy of stars,mayb i'll not b frustrated n disappointed all the time..

anyway, we took sum nice pic among ourselves during d shw,will post them over here when i'm free..

WCIT 2008 Gala Dinner

on 20th May,there' s another big event which is a government event-- World Congress on Information Technology.. I'm really glad to have the chance to perform in this event because one of the VIP guest is Prime Minister of Malaysia. no joke,man.. i'm damn nervous.. have been rhs for 2 weeks plus 2 days venue rhs till 2am.. everyday dun have enuff sleep..

on the first day of venue rhs

We reach ther at around 10pm.. after a while,we start d rhs.. after rhs, our boss asked us to sit together.. n she's very serious.. she said, just nw i really duno wat r u all doin. are u all going 2 perform tat for me during d show? The PM of Malaysia is coming to watch, M'sia dancers can just give me dis kind of standard?? if u all r going to give me dis during d show, i'll kick u all out in d middle d show.. after we heard tat,every1 bcame so serious.. den we rhs again, dis time i guess better.. den, around 2 plus we finish rhs.. but waited for see ngar a while n finally reach home at around 3.30am.. gosh.. luckily monday is holiday..

2nd day venue rhs

2day we need to reach earlier, which is 9pm.. n d ting is we still finish d rhs at 2am. 2day is more nervous than d 1st day coz we r having full dress rhs.. luckily i din dnce all d dances.if not,i'll be like changing al d costumes damn fast.. coz ther r no breaks between al d songs.. we got only around 1 minute plus to change d nex dance costume..Luckily all of us are able to change al d costumes..

SHow day

2day is really no fooling around.. after finish clas at 3.30pm, felicia came to pick me up n al of us head to the venue.. Luckily we r able to reach ther at 5pm.. after rhs d food presentation, we start to make up n get ready for d show.. after getting ready, d show starts ar around 8pm plus.. the PM had arrived.. i'm damn nervous.. the ting is food presentation is very easy.. but when i walked out,i feel my whole body is shivering.. d PM is right in front of me.. hoo.. luckily no mistakes.. dden is d 2 dance, a ballet routine.. we wear a leotard n a skirt.. unfortunately,we got no time to take pic.. after d ballet, is a malay dance followed by a chinese dance, which include a mask'chaning perfromance..

den we rested for half an hour, d 2nd sgment starts at around 10.30pm. first dance is an indian dance, den latin n finally street dance.. i love d street dance routine... they look superb.. after al d dances,is time to say thank u n goodbye.. the PM did watch d whole show b4 he left.. finally,dis show is over... al of us are so happy.. but is time to say goodbye to other dancers as well. haizz.. dis time ,met a lot of pro dancers.. hope to see them again.. =)

Kenji Wu Ke Qun

last sunday i went to AEON Bukit Tinggi.. tat day was Kenji's last autograph session in Malaysia as well..he sang four songs and all songs were very nice.. His high-pitch was damn gud.. he's not bad looking n he was damn cute.. after listening his songs, i plan to buy his album..haiz.. no choice la..want to shake his hand.. haha.. when is my turn to go up, i told him u are so cute,n he just smile n say thank u.. damn cute guy.. n i told him i like his 'shen me dong xi' video, he said is't?? n say thanks.. after signing, i wait at the lift ther see whether he'll go ther as i saw a guard standing ther.. then, who noes he walked thru d main door.. n every1 was chasing him.. haha.. but luckily iw ait ther earlier.. n no one was blocking my view n i'm able to shake his hand again.. haha.. really hope nex time wil see him again..

Sad Sad Sad...

yesterday we had a show which consists of 7 dances.. most of it are fast numbers.. after dancing the first number,i felt my herat is like no strength..while dancing i wondered can i finish d whole dance?or even the whole performance? but i told myself,no matter how,i need to try.. yesterday was really a pressured day for me(not only ytd,but d whole week) haiz.. first time i dun hav mood in performing.. and the sad thing is i did the same show with daniel lee (malaysian idol champion).. but i didn't even see him,just heard his voice.. eddie knows tat i'm crazy of artist.. he told us, daniel lee is outside u guys dunwan to go n meet him n take pic? i wanted but i just feel so tired and dun hav d mood to just walk outside of my room and take pic wit him.. now really feel regret.. haiz.. we didn't took any pic but we took KLCC night scenery and it was 11.21pm.. late late late.. we did even get to wear dockers' sun glasses .they look cool. unfortunately we cant take bac.. haha... anyway,i've done wit that show n now i feel more relax.. hoo....

Melilea's 5th anniversary at Putra Bukit Jalil on 16.12.07

i tink this is the show i enjoy n like d most..although there r lots of rehearsal,but all of us enjoy a lot..totally we got 8 days of rehearsal and all is around 3 hours..d 2 days venue rehearsal were until midnight but i enjoyed d moment(thanks to Ms.Eva who let us slept at her house)..wonder when will be the nex big event..on sunday,we reach ther at 10am.then wait for sum1 to open the door..while waiting,we tok a lot of lame jokes..n seriously sum were really very lame.. :P after that,we start to make-up n get ready for the show..b4 d show started,i took sum pic. d opening dance i guess was quite alright as we cant watch d big screen..den we rested for a while n ate our lunch..we ate mcd again.i guess last week was d week i ate fastfood d most..den we standby 4 d second number..i like d steps,but not d costume..we act as virus wearing unitard..however,d whole dance was ok..den d third number was d beauty..we got 2 faces,1 is a good personality n another is a wicked n evil..i took sum pic too but without d mask. den we get ready for d fourth number..it was a snake dance..at first i hate d snake so much..but ytd i miss d snake..haha..(is not d real snake anyway) d costume was a little bit too sexy.so i'm not goin 2 post up.. :p
n then is d 5th number but only guys doin d number..while waiting to watch them 2 perform,my fren spotted lin yu zhong..i was afraid 2 approach him..but luckily my fren,hui ching ask him 2 take pic wit us..den he agreed..i'm so happy..i tok to him n he was very frenly..dis is d first time i tok 2 an artist is such a short distance.. : ) suddenly,i spotted another person,he is a newcomer--Andrew Tan(same name as my bro) he was very frenly too.. after d 5th number finish,we realized that 1 of d male dancers fell down frm d stairs n d stairs was quite high..den i remembered that i fall down also coz of the stairs,luckily i was unhurt..so hope he'll recover soon..den it was our last number n is almost 8pm..i like dis number too coz is sum kind of celebration.. after d last dance ended,we took group pic.. den d last ting we did 2gether was having our own celebration..d boss spent us supper.. last but not least,i enjoyed dis show a lot..really hope in future,i'll meet al of them again n stand another chance 2 perform wit all these dancers..just want to wish every1 luck n take care..i'll definitely miss u guys.. : )
thanks every1 for giving me such a memorable n unforgettable night..