T-Music Festival RoXXXXXXXX

OMG..this is the longest concert i've ever participated before, but this is really a great and amazing experience i hope will remember forever. During the show, I've met alot of nice people including artists and dancers. They are really friendly but unfortunately, there are terms and conditions being in the backstage (will keep that as a secret). Although that terms disappointed me, i enjoyed alot throughout the whole event. However, i would love to comment only a few artist which i had more impression about them.

Amigo CHoi (HK host): i guess most of you do not know about him. He's the first artist who make me enjoy throughout the whole event. I really appreciate and grateful the way he treats people. He is a humble yet friendly . When people talk to him, he replies in a polite way where i guess some of the artist do not bother when people talk to them. I sincerely thank you deep inside my heart of how you treated me last night although you will forget me when you are back to HK. Anyway, i wish you luck n all the best in your career and hope to see you soon in Malaysia.

James (Thai singer): he is much thinner now which make him looks good. However, he's very quiet. Some of his songs are not bad.

Chin (Thai French singer): He is absolutely cute. Fall in love when i first saw him. He's friendly too and willing to shake hands with people. However, yesterday when was his turn to perform, the electricity went off and i were not sure what happened. But he was so cute and i hope I could

take pics with him. =P I like one of his Mandarin songs, really nice but not sure what's the title and his pronunciation was clear even though he is a Thai. [sorry for being bias, all his pics look too good, duno hw to choose]

(Chinapress)

Soler (HK-Italian band) : They were not bad too and also friendly. Their live performance was not bad but cant really feel it ,maybe because not able to enjoy in front of the stage..

(Chinapress)

Justin (HK singer): I guess he is the most straight forward singer but he's funny. I like his direct attitude where we do not need to bother how people perceive us (like one of my best friend: Hani). Still remember that he said I want to take off my jacket, but my colleagues ( don't allowed. They said i look bigger size. But I don't care... n he is cute when he said that y all of u so DIAM ar?? SEMUA ppl sing together la.. so cute.. his SEMUA pronunciation was cute too

David Tao (Taiwanese): His songs are really good where I like most of his songs. His real person looks not bad either.

Joey Yung (HK singer) : For me, i think she's a diva. I like to watch her dance although I've never watch her dance in live. She's very cute too and definitely looks pretty. Her songs were not bad either.. XD

(Chinapress)

p/s: I would like to wish all of them including myself best of luck and evertyhing goes smoothly. God bless..

MiSs..

Dedicate to my 2 Dear Friends

Am really happy to have a nice chat with both of you today. I'm really happy and feel honoured to have both of you during my college time. I really treasure our friendship and i believe both of you feel the same way too.. Sometimes i wonder why we became closer when we are going to leave the college?? Is't too late?? But i'm grateful that god bring us together even though we are in our final year. Both of you cheer my day of being truthful and share your stories with me.. Faith bring us together and i'm really shocked to find out that we are Scorpions.. =) and our birthday are even on the same month..

Cant wait for November.. then we can go out together .. cant even wait to get what you guys like for your birthday .. I hope i'm able to get your favourites that will cheer ur day up..

Ms. Purple: Just want to wish you all the best in everything you do (studies, friendship, family,
work, r/ship-might want or doesn't want.. =P) Just keep going in what you want to do and believe in yourself, I'll support you forever. I really admire you of being so truthful to all your friends and how i wish i could be like you.. Even though sometimes i'm quite reserved, but i always keep our friendship deep inside my heart. And i really meant it.. I'm really to have a great friend like you.. Take care and love ya,my friend.. Hugzzzzzzzzzzz

Ms. Porter: Like what Hani said, you are a person who really loves your family and you loves talking about them.. this is what human should appreciate.. I really appreciate of what you have done to me, helping in my assignments [Hani, you did help me too,k?? =) ], helping me to ask lecturers' questions, help me when i need ur help and many more.. Want to wish you all the best too and god definitely will bless you in your econ paper.. don't worry.. =) We'll be there for you either you need us or not.. Take care my dear friend.. hugzzzzzzzzzzz

For A sPeciAL FriEnD

I just want to say thanks so much for trying to change me to an optimistic person.. I'm trying hard now.. You can do it,i can do it.. I really appreciate what you have told me and i'm trying to apply them to my life. While on the way to college, i heard a song : "you raise me up" and i found out that the lyrics are describing how you raise me up to make me strong. Although i'm not on your shoulder, am glad that you lead me to a brighter side of my life.

Although our friendship recently just grow stronger, you did teach me lots of stuff that no one else had taught me.. i want to thank you so much that you tried to cheer me up when i'm so down on that night.. i know you are a very concern and caring person and i really hope our friendship will last forever.. Thank you my dear friend.. am really hope to see you soon.. miss ya..

You Raise Me Up by WESTLIFE

When I am down, and oh my soul, so weary

When troubles come and my heart burdened be

And I am still and wait here in the silence

Until you come, and sit a while with me

You raise me up, so i can stand on mountain

You raise me up to walk on stormy seas

I am strong when i am on your shoulder

You raise me up to more than i can be

You raise me up, so i can stand on mountains

You raise me up to walk on stormy seas

I am strong when i am on your shoulder

You raise me up to more than i can be

YOU RAISE ME UP TO MORE THAN I CAN BE

[Thank you my friend]

A "date" with two guys..

They are "dating" and here comes the light bulb on the right.. =P

Francis din act funny also..

(left to right) Mr.Alex, Mr.Francis and Ms.Lynn(my name sounds weird,i prefer I-Lynn.. =P)

Nahhh.. is just a gathering with my friends.. and both of them are guys n not a real date though.. =P i think both of them are dating and i'm d light bulb.. hahhaha.. actually i knew one of them since i'm in Primary school.. another one is i knew him when we went for the same tuition.. we rarely talk to each other because i have my own bunch of friends.. and is so difficult to leave them and approach other people.. however, is great to see them again as i haven been seeing one of them for around 3 years.. There should be more people joining us but they were not free.. So, thought of planning for another gathering before he fly bac to US next month.. is fun to chat with them and we talked about lots of stuff.. our current studies, future plan and lots of stuff.. is really fun as i don't always go out and socialize with my friends.. Hope there will be another gathering soon.. =) wish you guys all the best.. see ya soon

aNOther story i found in other ppl's blog which i tink is touching

人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四人。

第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人，
第三个是最爱你的人，
第四个是共度一生的人。

首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，
也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。
但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人；
你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。

你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？

没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；
同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。
当一个人不爱你要离开你，
你要问自己还爱不爱他，
如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，
而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？

爱不是占有，
你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，
如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏：
爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，
绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，
万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。
毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；
分开是一种必然的考验，
如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，
真爱是不会变成怨恨的。

你呢？找到了第几个？
茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？

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刚刚朋友send了一则故事给我, 很感动哦... 所以就放上来给大家分享吧...

今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。 　　
：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载我回家好不好？ 　　
：好，等我五分钟。 　　
：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶。

：我总要打扮一下啊。 　　
：好啦，快一点喔。

　

下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，

我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。 　

五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，

该不会出了什么事吧？呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。 　

　 　　
：怎么这么慢？ 　　
他一副无所谓的样子说：没啊，看个电视。 　

什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？

我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。 　　

：对不起。 　　

是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，

所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，

我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。 　　

　　
他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，

有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，

但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，

他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。 　　

　　
认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，

对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。

在他说第59次对不起时，

我流着泪，低下头说：你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，

就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。

他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。 　　

　　
虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，

我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。 　　
：你最近怎么了？ 　　
：没有啊。 　　
：那你为什么心情不好？ 　　
：没有啊。 　　
：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？

你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？ 　　
：...对不起。 　　
：我不要听你说对不起。 　　

　　
我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，

也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。 　　
从那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，

有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，

但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，

但是他为什么都不说话？

一个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，

我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。

　　
：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？ 　　
：他休学了。 　　
：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？ 　　
：他已经一个月没来了。 　　
：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？

　　
我跌跌撞撞的回到家..

拨他的手机：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。

我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？

他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。

他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，

正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，

是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。 　　

　　
：喂，你还在干嘛啊？ 　　
：什么？ 　　

：ㄚ伟在医院啦。 　　
：真的？他怎么了？ 　　

：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。 　　
：我马上去。 　　

　　
我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，

在医院看到了他****和妈妈，

我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。 　　

　　
他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。 　　
：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？ 　　

　　
他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。 　　
：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？

　　
他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角 　　
：...对不起...。说完，他闭上了眼睛。 　　
：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，

我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。 　　

　　
我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着

：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？

我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，

你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。

　　
这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，

我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。 　　
他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，

但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。 　　

　　
他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，

还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。 　　

　　
过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，

每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。 　　
第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，

但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，

但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？

第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 　　
第三次对不起，老婆，我... 　　
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............................ 　　
................... 　　
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........... 　　
......... 　　
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第一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，

只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，为你带上戒指，

你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩，

原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，

答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye 梦伟 　　

　　
我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，

最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他

变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第一百张照片。 　　

　　
在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候，我没有陪着他。 　　
对不起。 　　
我抱着他的照片，泪流不止！！

愿天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...

preSeNT??

while searching articles for my assign, sumthing came across my mind and that lead me to write this blog.. i wonder wat is d best gift to get for my 21st bday.. i wonder wat do i need?? actually i hav wat i wan n suddenly i thought it will b nice if i hav my own personal laptop n this will convenient me. if not,everytime when i need 2 transfer my pic frm camera or even burn sum cd, i need 2 ask my bro to help me.. n sumtimes i dun like to disturb him.. haiz.. but is too costly for me to get a laptop.. anyway,will tink bout it.. when time comes, see whether my "dream" will come true..

h@ppy ?? or disAppointeD??

b4 d shw start

1st dance

2nd dance n i like dis dance d most..

3rd dance

let's party-corazon de melao
(i like d atmosphere,feel like we r having a live concert)

stephanie n i

welcome our most handsome TVB singer--- RAYMOND LAM

he's so so cuteeeeeeeee

ooo.. (y he looks like tat??/)

it has been more than a year i did not update my blog.. however,after ytd performance, i thought of writing my blog... but ytd reach home at almost 1am... so decide to update my blog d nex day..

k,wat i wan 2 write?first,i was happy tat DK dancers can back up Raymond Lam,however lots of thing happen that make us so frustrated.. Firstly, d management really s&#^$#%^.. feel like telling them they are really not professional at all.. they shud study management first.. fri say rhs frm 1-5pm.. end up we manage to rhs at almost 3pm.. tat's FINE.. tell us tat we might rhs wit Raymond Lam,end up.. he din come.. FINE.. after we run thru our spacing,announce tat will see us 2mr.. n worst is we just run thru d spacing just once.. n we r still blur.. we do not wan 2 ruin d shw as it is a big shw.. so we try to wait till 5pm see whether will we hav d chance to run thru again.. end up,NO..

On Sat(d shw day), we reach there around almost 12noon.. then we start to arrange our costumes.. at first thought was 4pm start,end up,5pm.. is OK.. den after we start our first number,we have no time to rest.. keep on dancing..if not,they just ask us to standby..after 10 minutes,say standby again.. another 10 minutes, say d same ting again.. d time tat we've wasted we can take pic.. they r just wasting our time.. this goes on until our last number at around 9.20pm(i tink so.. as time flies n we did not notice wat's d time).. is Raymond's turn.. d first dance i did not join n tat makes me so sad..coz my fren accidentally touched him.. arghh................ n he passed by my fren as well..i was so excited.. haha... but d nex minute i'm really disappointed.. we thought tat after he sang one song only is our turn to dance.. end up, he continued..n we were like so blur..coz is our turn to go up n we did not noe bout tat.. stupid management again.. while i was dancing d whole song,i did not manage to see his face.. haiz..

after finish,we wan 2 take pic wit him,n those stupid ppl say cannot.. den my fren n i waited for him at d parking bay.. we wan him to sign our albums, n those person say no again.. but able to say hi to him n he smile to us.. but d car window was too dark..cant see his face clearly but can see his action.. tat's enuff.. cant expect more than tat.. after his car left,my fren n i were so disappointed.. i just feel so frustrated..

as i;m not able to get his signature on Sat, thought of trying to get on SUnday as he n Linda Chung has function at 1 Utama.. so just thought of trying my luck.. end up, i dun hav luck..there were so many ppl.. but manage to stand right beside of his car n say hi when he left d venue.. i wonder if i dun crazy of stars,mayb i'll not b frustrated n disappointed all the time..

anyway, we took sum nice pic among ourselves during d shw,will post them over here when i'm free..