H@ppy or NOt h@pPY ??!

Hmm.. I'm so miserable right now. Today I went for an interview, was really happy that they hire me. However, when I told my teacher, I knew that she was a little bit disappointed. I knew she wants me to have the best of everything. I said I might work, but actually she hopes that I'll teach for her. Seriously, she had put alot of effort on me which is priceless. She's the one who treat me with her true heart and sincerity. I never met someone who treats me that good which i appreciate alot. She said that if i really chose to work, den she has no choice but to train anothe rteacher. Seriously, i don't want to disappoint her but i'm not interested to be a ballet teacher as a full time job. I really have no idea what shud i do. Work or Teach??can God ell me the answer coz even myself dun hav a rigid answer

T-Music Festival RoXXXXXXXX

OMG..this is the longest concert i've ever participated before, but this is really a great and amazing experience i hope will remember forever. During the show, I've met alot of nice people including artists and dancers. They are really friendly but unfortunately, there are terms and conditions being in the backstage (will keep that as a secret). Although that terms disappointed me, i enjoyed alot throughout the whole event. However, i would love to comment only a few artist which i had more impression about them.

Amigo CHoi (HK host): i guess most of you do not know about him. He's the first artist who make me enjoy throughout the whole event. I really appreciate and grateful the way he treats people. He is a humble yet friendly . When people talk to him, he replies in a polite way where i guess some of the artist do not bother when people talk to them. I sincerely thank you deep inside my heart of how you treated me last night although you will forget me when you are back to HK. Anyway, i wish you luck n all the best in your career and hope to see you soon in Malaysia.

James (Thai singer): he is much thinner now which make him looks good. However, he's very quiet. Some of his songs are not bad.

Chin (Thai French singer): He is absolutely cute. Fall in love when i first saw him. He's friendly too and willing to shake hands with people. However, yesterday when was his turn to perform, the electricity went off and i were not sure what happened. But he was so cute and i hope I could

take pics with him. =P I like one of his Mandarin songs, really nice but not sure what's the title and his pronunciation was clear even though he is a Thai. [sorry for being bias, all his pics look too good, duno hw to choose]

(Chinapress)

Soler (HK-Italian band) : They were not bad too and also friendly. Their live performance was not bad but cant really feel it ,maybe because not able to enjoy in front of the stage..

(Chinapress)

Justin (HK singer): I guess he is the most straight forward singer but he's funny. I like his direct attitude where we do not need to bother how people perceive us (like one of my best friend: Hani). Still remember that he said I want to take off my jacket, but my colleagues ( don't allowed. They said i look bigger size. But I don't care... n he is cute when he said that y all of u so DIAM ar?? SEMUA ppl sing together la.. so cute.. his SEMUA pronunciation was cute too

David Tao (Taiwanese): His songs are really good where I like most of his songs. His real person looks not bad either.

Joey Yung (HK singer) : For me, i think she's a diva. I like to watch her dance although I've never watch her dance in live. She's very cute too and definitely looks pretty. Her songs were not bad either.. XD

(Chinapress)

p/s: I would like to wish all of them including myself best of luck and evertyhing goes smoothly. God bless..

MiSs..

Dedicate to my 2 Dear Friends

Am really happy to have a nice chat with both of you today. I'm really happy and feel honoured to have both of you during my college time. I really treasure our friendship and i believe both of you feel the same way too.. Sometimes i wonder why we became closer when we are going to leave the college?? Is't too late?? But i'm grateful that god bring us together even though we are in our final year. Both of you cheer my day of being truthful and share your stories with me.. Faith bring us together and i'm really shocked to find out that we are Scorpions.. =) and our birthday are even on the same month..

Cant wait for November.. then we can go out together .. cant even wait to get what you guys like for your birthday .. I hope i'm able to get your favourites that will cheer ur day up..

Ms. Purple: Just want to wish you all the best in everything you do (studies, friendship, family,
work, r/ship-might want or doesn't want.. =P) Just keep going in what you want to do and believe in yourself, I'll support you forever. I really admire you of being so truthful to all your friends and how i wish i could be like you.. Even though sometimes i'm quite reserved, but i always keep our friendship deep inside my heart. And i really meant it.. I'm really to have a great friend like you.. Take care and love ya,my friend.. Hugzzzzzzzzzzz

Ms. Porter: Like what Hani said, you are a person who really loves your family and you loves talking about them.. this is what human should appreciate.. I really appreciate of what you have done to me, helping in my assignments [Hani, you did help me too,k?? =) ], helping me to ask lecturers' questions, help me when i need ur help and many more.. Want to wish you all the best too and god definitely will bless you in your econ paper.. don't worry.. =) We'll be there for you either you need us or not.. Take care my dear friend.. hugzzzzzzzzzzz

For A sPeciAL FriEnD

I just want to say thanks so much for trying to change me to an optimistic person.. I'm trying hard now.. You can do it,i can do it.. I really appreciate what you have told me and i'm trying to apply them to my life. While on the way to college, i heard a song : "you raise me up" and i found out that the lyrics are describing how you raise me up to make me strong. Although i'm not on your shoulder, am glad that you lead me to a brighter side of my life.

Although our friendship recently just grow stronger, you did teach me lots of stuff that no one else had taught me.. i want to thank you so much that you tried to cheer me up when i'm so down on that night.. i know you are a very concern and caring person and i really hope our friendship will last forever.. Thank you my dear friend.. am really hope to see you soon.. miss ya..

You Raise Me Up by WESTLIFE

When I am down, and oh my soul, so weary

When troubles come and my heart burdened be

And I am still and wait here in the silence

Until you come, and sit a while with me

You raise me up, so i can stand on mountain

You raise me up to walk on stormy seas

I am strong when i am on your shoulder

You raise me up to more than i can be

You raise me up, so i can stand on mountains

You raise me up to walk on stormy seas

I am strong when i am on your shoulder

You raise me up to more than i can be

YOU RAISE ME UP TO MORE THAN I CAN BE

[Thank you my friend]

A "date" with two guys..

They are "dating" and here comes the light bulb on the right.. =P

Francis din act funny also..

(left to right) Mr.Alex, Mr.Francis and Ms.Lynn(my name sounds weird,i prefer I-Lynn.. =P)

Nahhh.. is just a gathering with my friends.. and both of them are guys n not a real date though.. =P i think both of them are dating and i'm d light bulb.. hahhaha.. actually i knew one of them since i'm in Primary school.. another one is i knew him when we went for the same tuition.. we rarely talk to each other because i have my own bunch of friends.. and is so difficult to leave them and approach other people.. however, is great to see them again as i haven been seeing one of them for around 3 years.. There should be more people joining us but they were not free.. So, thought of planning for another gathering before he fly bac to US next month.. is fun to chat with them and we talked about lots of stuff.. our current studies, future plan and lots of stuff.. is really fun as i don't always go out and socialize with my friends.. Hope there will be another gathering soon.. =) wish you guys all the best.. see ya soon

aNOther story i found in other ppl's blog which i tink is touching

人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四人。

第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人，
第三个是最爱你的人，
第四个是共度一生的人。

首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，
也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。
但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人；
你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。

你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？

没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；
同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。
当一个人不爱你要离开你，
你要问自己还爱不爱他，
如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，
而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？

爱不是占有，
你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，
如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏：
爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，
绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，
万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。
毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；
分开是一种必然的考验，
如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，
真爱是不会变成怨恨的。

你呢？找到了第几个？
茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？